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you can say i have stepped out of my comfort zone to see my current situation in a more unclutered manner… i used to think how unfortunate i am to be in this situation… but on the other hand… i now realise that i am very fortunate to be given the chance… not many has this chance to experience things in this manner…

take for example, i was given my current job in this organisation… by chance… i think… because i do not have the experience nor the qualification that is relevant… but i am where i am because of chance… and i am so thankful for that…

although… i want to leave… i can’t help but be thankful for this chance to experience it… i bet you… i wouldn’t have been where i am now… if i am else where…

so, yes. I am thankful

how many of us can claim that we are doing what we want or have set to do in live? well, for those of you who are living your dreams… good for you… i didn’t… that’s why i am still mourning about it… my dream… is to be a song-writer… yes, don’t laugh… i have given up this dream… when i turned 21… i don’t know if its the harsh facts in life or i’m simply not talented enough to make a cut… i have simply accepted that it is the way it is… it has to be it… and i have to be practical… i remember telling myself one day in camp… dreams are dreams… and its never going to work out… i am told since young that qualification is important… it paves the way for you… i say, yes to some extend it is true… because… whether you like it or not… it does categorise you and how much you can do if you are just an employee… so much for social integration… its more like segregation to me… from primary school… we have streaming… the intelligent, the moderate, the below average, the hopeless… we are instilled with this mindset that it is hard to cross over to the other side unless you are hardworking and smart enough to accumulate your credits… so what if you are intelligent? or stupid for that matter… you will still be grouped with a bunch of like-minded people… who you need to compete again… to emerge a survivor… that’s life, i suppose… the race is never done… maybe after we retire… but looking at it… its going to be another race… to see who can accumulate enough wealth to enjoy or at least get by… there’s never a resting moment… and that is also why i feel so tired and drained… i do not know the other side of the story… like you, my friends… who pursued your dreams in life… be it in art, music, business, etc… are you racing with like-minded people to survive? or are you the sole ranger… living life your own way? most importantly, are you happy?

可惜不是你 (too bad, it wasn’t you)

这一刻突然觉得好熟悉
像昨天今天同时在放映
我这句语气原来好像你
不就是我们爱过的证据

差一点骗了自己骗了你
爱与被爱不一定成正比
我知道被疼是一种运气
但我无法完全交出自己

努力为为你改变
却变不了预留的伏笔
以为在你身边那也算永远
仿佛还是昨天
可是昨天已非常遥远
但闭上双眼我还看得见

可惜不是你陪我到最后
曾一起走却走失那路口
感谢那是你牵过我的手
还能感受那温柔
那一段我们曾心贴着心
我想我更有权力关心你
可能你已走进别人风景
多希望也有星光的投影
努力为你改变
却变不了预留的伏笔
以为在你身边那也算永远
仿佛还是昨天
可是昨天已非常遥远
但闭上双眼我还看得见

可惜不是你陪我到最后
曾一起走却走失那路口
感谢那是你牵过我的手
还能感受那温柔
可惜不是你陪我到最后
曾一起走却走失那路口
感谢那是你牵过我的手
还能感受那温柔
感谢那是你牵过我的手
还能温暖我胸口

what will happen if you have a car with three wheels, opens its doors like a helicopter, charges its power using just a three-pins plug, and uses less energy than your rice cooker? show it to the world, of course.

if you are like me… a weirdo who likes cars that are different… haha you may like this green car… Aptera!

  http://www.autobloggreen.com/gallery/aptera

there are more weird looking cars to ponder… wahahahaah… okay

now there is a second generation mitsubishi i MiEV… not as beautiful as the first generation though… wahahaha

this is a three door… 2+2 car that has a sports version… similarly it uses turbo… but what is different is… it has a much longer body than the first generation but the wheelbase length is the same… and it has three engines… two powering the front wheels… and one for the rear wheels… cool huh… but the back seat passengers will suffer from its low headroom… ala volks beetle … the interior is BEAUTIFUL… i love brown… wahaha… but whats amazing is the build in GPS screen that flush with the dashboard… check out the pictures… everything else screams BENG! http://www.autobloggreen.com/gallery/mitsubishi-i-miev-1/

for those who loves their mini… take note! this new one can swim too… in fact it glides on water surface… so… wahaha if ever your place floods often… it will come in handy …. laughs.. is that a joke or what? i’m not sure…

its a hectic week after a short break last week…

i went to bangkok (i will write more when i am more free but you can look at my pictures … sigh when will that be)… i’m very very busy …. sigh… looking at the work schedule

Oct - press releases for renesas collaboration, nacli collaboration, admiralty park opening; organising academic awards ceremony

that’s a lot… on top of that i’m suppose to complete most of my assignments and projects this month… before my exam next month… sigh how can i cope?

then i am thinking of getting staff to join the dragon boat training so we can compete in the public service race in nov… i don’t think i have time to think of other things….

DP wants alot of things to be done… but i’m split… in multiple ways… like he wants me to draw up proposals to engage companies to do design, webpages, videography, photography, etc… then you have to raise tendor or ITQs… and then set up interviews… now my PR agency’s contract is ending… need to look for alternative or renew… but even so… sigh… alot of problems…

so what can i do? i can only do one thing at a time… then there’s the business continuity plans… where i still owe the quality team the crisis management plan… NUTS i don’t even know what is it about… so i have to read up and write report on it…

then today… my boss threw me a bomb… asked me to do the advertising procedure… huh? we don’t even advertise… but what ever… this is auditor’s findings…

good lor

i will survive… i know i can!