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i can sense things… and i wouldn’t want to bet with you on things like the supernatural… but most recently… i can see them… i do not know what triggered this but it makes me very uneasy

for example, ever since i went to ntu to study… my sense is hyperactive… there were occasions when i suddenly told alicia, eugene and jac… that something was there… hmmm i cannot see them clearly yet… but i can sense them… so is my third eye opening soon? gasp… i don’t want

so what happen if i capture the image of something weird? does that count?

this place happens to be the office of one of my classmate… i shall not name the person… the place is situated in a stand-alone building near chinatown… you probably will not notice it because it is rather ordinary and its building is partially covered by tall trees… ok, we happened to go there for our last minute "discussion" for our project last sem… and well… i know from that person… lets name "J"… well, J told me that the building is not clean… and that there is a woman wondering around in the building… of course J referred to some ‘unclean’ entity… J’s colleagues saw that thing before… and well… being the kapor me… i had to take photos of the place… but i do not know why i didn’t take every corner of the building… but i did take one photo… this photo was taken from my 2MP phone camera… it was taken a few minutes after i settled down in the meeting room of J’s office… and i took out the phone and snapped one picture of J… I needed to take the photo of the door… because i was facing the door… i had the urge to take it… please don’t ask me why…

except for covering J’s pretty face with a big piece of box… ok J is not that big but… well, to be SAFE… i have to cover J whole body… wahahahah…. ok so J was sitting there… and i was sitting directly facing the door… and we were all in J’s meeting room… you see all the snacks… well we were deprived… and so short of time… anyway… concentrate on the picture… if you do not know by now… you can click on the thumbnail on the left to view the picture… did you spot anything unusual about the picture? … no? ok let me guide you along… look at the area above J… further up… all the way to the door frame… u saw the hinge?… ok around there… did you see anything different? uh-huh… i do not have adobe photoshop on this laptop… so i didnt edit anything… except putting a stupid box to cover J… otherwise J will scold me…

what did you see? did you see a tinge of purple? u know i have a similar photograph… that was taken when i was in primary sch… at fort canning… during a sch excursion…

ok… i shall not talk rubbish… let me know what you think that purple thing is….

i guess every now and then we will feel sentimental… and for that moment, loneliness seem to dwell much longer… and boredom really plays a part in formulating that emotion… but have you ever felt that someone you care so much will ever leave one day? well i’m sure you have… that’s why it is best to love someone like you will never see him/her again… like it is the last time

Do you remember where this picture was taken? yes, we woke up just to see this… the sun was rising and the sky was breaking out from darkness… and a tinge of blue sky opens a brand new day… that was a special moment … i am so happy to share it with you

i instantly feel for this song by alicia keys… :)  hope you like it too

listen to the song here  http://tt78.com/player/933/156969.htm

like you’ll never see me again

If I had no more time
No more time left to be here
Would you cherish what we had?
Was it everything that you were looking for?
If I couldn’t feel your touch
And no longer were you with me
I’d be wishing you were here
To be everything that I’d be looking for
I don’t wanna forget the present is a gift
And I don’t wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me
‘Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed

So every time you hold me
Hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you’ll never see me again
Every time you touch me
Touch me like this is the last time
Promise that you’ll love me
Love me like you’ll never see me again

Oh Oh Oh

How many really know what love is?
Millions never will
Do you know until you lose it
That it’s everything that we are looking for
When I wake up in the morning
You’re beside me
I’m so thankful that I found
Everything that I been looking for

I don’t wanna forget the present is a gift
And I don’t wanna take for granted the time you may have here with me
‘Cause Lord only knows another day is not really guaranteed

So everytime you hold me
Hold me like this is the last time
Every time you kiss me
Kiss me like you’ll never see me again
(can you do that for me baby)
Every time you touch me
(see we don’t really know)
Touch me like this is the last time
(see everyday we never know)
Promise that you’ll love me
(I want you to promise me)
Love me like you’ll never see me again
(like you’ll never see me again)

Oh oh oh oh oh

er… find out more from this vid… americans are very intelligent

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BVfdTDfbvMs

there is one thing i will try… i can be an actor…

well, if you have scripts and want me to be in it… please let me know… haaa

ok i come across this very nice show… i guess those who are into korean drama will know this… its called coffee prince… its really a nice, romantic show about a girl who wants to work hard to support her family…

the below abstract is taken from wikipedia (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_1st_Shop_of_Coffee_Prince)

Choi Han Kyul, played by Gong Yoo, is the cocky son of a rich family who runs a coffee franchise. He doesn’t believe in love and certainly doesn’t want to get married despite his family’s requests. On the other hand, Go Eun Chan, played by Yoon Eun Hye, is a 24-year old tomboyish female who gets mistaken as a guy quite often. She takes up every job possible - waitress, delivery man, etc - and has the responsibility of taking care of her mother and younger sister. Eun Chan accidentally meets Han Kyul twice, once on a delivery and once during a robbery. During the robbery, Eun Chan’s delivery motorcycle ends up being destroyed. Han Kyul, not knowing that Eun Chan is actually a girl, decides to hire Eun Chan as a false "lover" in exchange for money so that he can escape the blind dates arranged by his grandmother. Meanwhile, Han Kyul’s cousin, Choi Han Seong, is an established music producer and his ex-girlfriend Han Yoo Joo, who Han Kyul secretly loved for nine years, is a famous artist who studied in New York. The two were lovers for about 8 years but their relationship ended when Yoo Joo broke up with Han Seong. Two years after they separated their paths cross again when Yoo Joo returned to Seoul.

After getting an ultimatum from his grandmother, Han Kyul takes over their newly bought coffee shop, which was later named Coffee Prince, to prove his ability, both to his grandmother and Yoo Joo. In order to attract female customers, he only hires good looking male employees. In a struggle with money, Eun Chan, whom Han Kyul has already mistaken as a boy, hides her gender identity to get a job at Coffee Prince. Soon the feelings start to spark between Eun Chan and Han Kyul. Despite not knowing Eun Chan was a girl, Han Kyul starts to question his sexuality and decided to see a psychiatrist.

wait… what do you mean i have 180 hits and counting this month… gosh… you mean there are so many pple clicking on my profile… er

i guess its holiday… december period is when most people are on leave… or schools’ out… but to have 180 hits mean something… er… that i have something new on my profile every day?… not that i know of… so what is it? maybe we are just bored… haaa… okie

i just have to announce to the whole world that i am very proud of those young dragons from rp… haaa… hey CS, we are number 2!!! not bad ah… we tied with the ntu team and beat nus for the second place… the mounbatten team is first (of course)… haaa who can beat them… they finished off the last race on saturday to a cool 2min 8 sec for the 500 m race at bedok res… haaa that’s pretty fast… erasing the time rp dragons set during the semi-finals of 2 min 9 sec… thats pretty awesome… it was EXTREMELY sunny in the morning… i had a great tan… haaa er… chao da… in fact… i have a singlet outline on my skin now… all thanks to the sun… but it was a great feeling… rp team has worked hard and deserves to be in the top 3! steve said in his debrief that the team must now work towards getting better than the mounbatten team … and they are made up mostly of the national team… yes, the event also held a memorial ceremony to commemorate the five who lived their dreams and did us proud… sigh…

and my new year resolution is ready!
1) find my career (bleh~)
2) stop spending like crazy
3) save money
4) be nice to my loved ones
5) be a good role model (haaa)

wah~ i am done… almost for this year

i’m happy today… i received two xmas presents. one from jen and another from my dept’s intern winnie. heee… so lucky to receive two nice gifts in a day… the one by jen is very apt… haa she knows i love to eat… and this creamy cupcake suits my taste… its actually made to order… i can’t remember the name of the online shop… maybe jen can post a comment… oh oh… i must show u the pic of the cake … so nice right… and she walked all the way from another building to mine… jus to deliver it… thank you… i love the christmas tree and the red star… haha… i really don’t want to eat it leh… can i just stare at it… i placed it in the fridge… hopefully it can last longer than the 3 days jen said… wahahahah… i didnt get her anything.. so paiseh… maybe i should go shopping

oh ya… i went to the amei concert and its free… heee… my best friend bought me the tix… so we went to watch it together… thank you…amei has really beautiful voice… if only i can sing like her… one of the things i would like to do… is to sign up for a singing course… and my childhood dream … to be a singer… wahahaha… so lame right… but i just have to be realistic la… i do not have a nice voice… so no point forcing myself… moreover… its all about looks and showmanship… i have neither… haaa

to buy presents for my friends is a big headache… you know… i love to wander around aimlessly… so when it comes to purposeful shopping… it really is tough… take for example… i travelled to city hall… quite frequently recently… thinking that the shopping paradize is there… and surely i will pick up some gifts along the way… how wrong!… most of the time i end up buying something for myself…haaa

so i have decided… maybe i should buy something i like… to give my friends… i know i know… what if they don’t like it… it will be money wasted… haaa… but i think it is much easier to get something i like for others… its just plain lazy… wahahaha

okay la… i have drawn up some list… i don’t think i will buy for everyone… wahaha… i usually get quite expensive gifts… so i might be broke by the end of the month… ah…

ah… this post is significant because i am going to announce something… after weeks of pestering by friends… i have signed up at the dreaded facebook… i mean… er… is it really interesting? i still prefer my friendster leh… yah its static but… i like it static and straight forward… haaa… so if you want to add me… please add webmice1@yahoo.com to your list…

beautiful lyrics from Corrinne May… i love this song "on the side of me" so much because it really is singing about me… wahaha…

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TdOT5unBbDA

I’m not the easiest person to love
I’m often the one who lets things go unresolved
Yet you choose to be on the side of me, on the side of me
Yeah you choose to be on the side of me, on the side of me

I’m not too proud of some things I’ve done in my life
The skeletons in my closet are too big for me to hide
Yet you choose to be on the side of me, on the side of me
Blessed charity, you’re on the side of me, on the side of me

Everyone needs a friend to hold when it’s cold outside
and there’s no place to go
Everyone needs a friend to hold; all alone I cried
there was no place to go
I remember when nobody cared, but you

what a crazy sunday… it didnt go exactly what i wanted because of the rain… but it still went well… i got something for billy… haaa… i hope he isnt reading my blog… but all i can say is… i’ll try to bring that to him when i am on leave… wahahaha… just open the door when i knock on it…

oh ya… today is crazy because i practically did nothing but drive around… wooo~ clocking up… 150 km… and only 3 bars (or equivalent of 6.56 L of petrol… it means i spent $12.5 on petrol… or… 22.86km/l… wahahaha)…. that is pretty amazing… don’t ask me how i travel… i can say… it was a mix between expressways and small roads…. north, south, east and west of singapore…. but i didnt drive to johore… wahahahah… thats another story

my mum is beginning to think she is loosing me… the same thing when i was in the army… i wake up early… go out… come home when they are asleep… and go out again before they wake up… sigh… maybe i should spend more time with my family

i’m finally going for my PBL course in jan!… after 2 years and 4 months…. working in this kinda-boring environment… i am touching base with what the org is so proud of… wahahah i must get a taste of it… definitely…

i am really slacking at work… not that there isnt any work for me to do… i really didnt want to do it… u know when u r at that stage… its either u go or … u get a transfer… my friends are asking me to join them… but i don’t know i like the work… i am abit hesitant… sigh…

i am thinking of picking up kayak again… start from basics since i lost my certs… haa… so… if u r interested… please text me… in case u lost my num… its 94234… then u repeat the numbers… without the first and last numbers… haa

ok… got to check out malaysia… cos i am planning to go penang… but i heard its flooding in malaysia… sigh… i hope those who are living in the low-lying area are ok… take care, folks

i really think we do not have anybody good enough to represent singapore… just look at all the past contestants we sent overseas to compete… sigh… totally pathetic… somehow… the calibre is not there…

well… congrats to china… zhang zi lin… she looks very much like zhang zi yi… blah… she even has a brilliant bimbo pose (http://img69.imageshack.us/img69/7276/47899082ja3.jpg)… wahahahaha… but then… she looks versatile… prada-jap-inspired-monkey-broken-wrist-look (http://bp1.blogger.com/_maRo3z-KVqA/R1FrqeL9ELI/AAAAAAAAAXQ/X0UiejZdKSA/s1600-R/Miss-World-2007-Picture.jpg), or you might prefer… the coral-reefs-i’m-a-mermaid-look (http://i225.photobucket.com/albums/dd189/funtotem/misschina7.jpg)…. but what is most endearing is the drag-queen-look (http://i225.photobucket.com/albums/dd189/funtotem/misschina6.jpg).. wahahahahahahaha

so i decided to dig deeper into this beauty contest thingy that happened hours ago… http://www.missworld.com/teams/default.sps?iTeamID=1477 … damn! i saw a beauty… and possibly a star from MALAYSIA!!! miss malaysia is gorgeous…. you have to click here to see for yourself… ms deborah henry (http://www.missworld.com/bio/bio.sps?iBiographyID=92923)… beautiful lor… i think we will see more of her in Singapore… hey… i think she was on some magazine covers… wahahahaha… so beautiful… and er… compared to singapore’s representative… ms roshni soin (http://www.missworld.com/bio/bio.sps?iBiographyID=93009)… er… you know… never pose wearing something that doesn’t suit you… ahhh lesson learnt…

japan won last year’s contest… so i got to check out this year’s representative…. erm… waahahhahahaha http://www.missworld.com/bio/bio.sps?iBiographyID=93085… enough said….

let’s see… our Asean reps are nice too… like philippines http://www.missworld.com/bio/bio.sps?iBiographyID=93088… she has nice pair of eyes… almost like… some psp games character… wahahaha…. ms indonesia… is so sexy… she wore a laced swimsuit… slurp… EYE OPENER leh… she looks like a vamped up fiona xie… http://www.missworld.com/bio/bio.sps?iBiographyID=93019… thailand sent someone who looks like a pop star… http://www.missworld.com/bio/bio.sps?iBiographyID=93112… vietnam girl has a nice channel 8 look… i mean the 80s drama shows look… wahahahah  http://www.missworld.com/bio/bio.sps?iBiographyID=93029…

being the kaypoh me… i got to look at hong kong… http://www.missworld.com/bio/bio.sps?iBiographyID=92998… wah… i think the girls who sat beside me at long john this afternoon looks better… wahahahaha…

sigh… maybe i am bias… i prefer those who look abit non-chinese… wahahahahaha… hard to find … LOL

before i go… erm… i have been checking out this blog recently… it has yummy photos of erm… GOOD, DELICIOUS, FOOD… slurp… i’m such a rubbish bin… http://singapuradailyphoto.blogspot.com/