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I found this paragraph extremely interesting.

Please read the following paragraph. It looks bizarre but you can definitely read it.

I cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod acultaly uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid. It deosn’t mttaer in waht odrer the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tnhig is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sltil raed it wuothit a porbelm. Tishs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh!

~Michelle Dresbold wrote Sex, Lies, and Handwriting

蔡健雅(Tanya Chua) - 走过的路 (The road travelled)
http://tt78.com/player/175/152640.htm

曾拥有过的这一切 （things that i possess)
都可能在一瞬间全都消失 (may one day disappear)
曾最让我感动的事 (things that i most cared for)
都可能经过时间而被遗忘 (may be forgotten)
也许我过得不够认镇 (maybe i’m not living life seriously)
曾经我相信只有他 (i used to believe only he…)
是我在这世界上最爱的人 (… would be my most beloved on this earth)
但相信不代表永恒 (but believing doesn’t mean everlasting)
人总会有喜新厌旧的时刻 (people will always ditch the present occasionally)
也许我不懂想要的爱 (maybe i don’t know what love is)
也许因为不懂才一再的受伤害 (maybe its because i do not know that i’m hurt again)
直到现在走过的路 (till now the road travelled…)
有些心酸辛苦但至少有些小幸福 (… has some bittersweet…)
爱过恨过走过的路很多感触 (… memories linger as　Ｉ　ｈａｖｅ experienced a road filled with love and hurt ）
或许在一个人散步时心中还会回顾　（ｅｖｅｎ　ｗｈｅｎ　ｉ　ｔａｋｅ　ａ　ｓｔｒｏｌｌ，　ｉ　ｒｅｍｉｎｉｓｃｅ）
只希望自己能走出片天空　（ｉ　ｏｎｌｙ　ｈｏｐｅ　ｔｏ　ｂｅ　ｓｕｃｃｅｓｓｆｕｌ）
勇敢的走到未来　（ｂｒａｖｅｌｙ，　ｗａｌｋ　ｉｎｔｏ　ｔｈｅ　ｆｕｔｕｒｅ）

曾经被辜负过的心
是可以重新来过找回勇气
生命中的成功失败
也许总有一天我才会明白
谁会告诉我什么是对
懂还是不懂只要不要被打败
直到现在走过的路
有些心酸辛苦但至少有些小幸福
爱过恨过走过的路很多感触
或许在一个人散步时心中还会回顾
只希望自己能走出片天空
勇敢的走到未来

遗憾别过度分析会上瘾
期待别捆绑自己会失望
简单地来说我想要的并不多
不需要完美只要能与众不同

直到现在走过的路
有些心酸辛苦但至少有些小幸福
爱过恨过走过的路太多感触
常在你最失落的时候让人想不开
想逃想躲但知道应该
勇敢地走到未来

勇敢地走到未来
~~end~~

you know when i am bored, i do crazy things. so i ploughed through flickr and copied a few pictures. by the way, some of them are copyrighted. i have to apologise to the owners but i’m using this for my school assignment so i hope they will forgive me. these are not meant to be commercial.

anyway, i love doing composites… putting different photos, tweak and place it together to form a composite picture… hehe

i’m quite proud of myself… haa for wasting time to do something i enjoy doing it is probably the best way to relief stress

hope you like it, my friends. which one do you like? heh~

i’m in office early today. i took leave from 14 to 30 april and i’m really looking forward to it. it’s not holiday for me and i’m not planning to go anywhere. it’s for me to prepare for my exams in the last week of april but i hope it will be a good break away from work - yeah!

i think there are three areas that are affecting me so badly now - work, studies and relationship. work is the worst. i’m so not used to giving my attention to so many things at the same time. i wish i can take a backseat and have someone run the show for me. to me, it has to go on; otherwise, i will disappoint myself alot.

like most people say, work is never-ending. true, i make it point to stop doing work after office-hours. i wish it is so damn easy to switch off but i couldn’t. especially when the demands come from other departments and i’m beginning to think i’m pretty much outsourced and a free headcount to those departments demanding my attention.

i’m going into the other two spheres - studies and relationship. I believe you know what i am talking about.

Alright, have a great day ahead!

i spotted this bunch of strange looking bananas hanging on the cupboard knob in the kitchen. curious, i walked towards it and wondered what was wrong with me. i touched it, smelt it, rubbed it, nearly licked it. haa… surely my eyes are not playing tricks on me! its yellow on one side and green on the other. and exactly split in the middle of the bunch. how fascinating!!

i asked my mum why she bought it. she gave me a straight answer, "so your dad can eat the first half and wait for the other to ripe." haaaa~ i love you, mum!

:)~

i am seriously very tired. i have stretched my limit. something must have kept me awake all these while, and it gives me strength to carry on. it is not passion. i think it is the will i have inside.

Candlestick (2007 version)

Candlestick, I’m just like you

So thin, I’m all stretched out

Candlestick, I’m all alone

So sad, I’m all mixed up

You light me up

And I will melt by the hour

Go, strike a match

Throw me all around

Burn my wit, hear me say

I will just cry out

I will survive

I am alive

Have to make it

Before my fire is all burnt out

it is extremely hectic at work today. you can put it down as the rush-like-mad day with many demands to satisfy and deadlines to meet. i’m also grateful to friends who care to ask me how am i. it really shows that you take an interest in my silly life. haa

i’m doing fine, i hope. but it is another way of looking at things… half-full or half-empty? haa… tomorrow will be a better day

i remembered writing this song in secondary 4… while preparing for my Os… if i get the chance to record it on my handphone… maybe i will post it up some day… the song is about the will to survive… and making the most out of each day as if it is my last… i likened it with a candlestick with flame burning… perhaps a reflection on how fragile life is and the short span on earth… hence, the struggle to complete and compete to accomplish something each day is significant to me…

maybe i should get a piano soon… some really old piano with soul in it… any second hand pianos to give away? i’m ready to write songs again… haa

i wish i can meet benny in may… after exams… it has been like… since feb… on his birthday… that’s pretty long ago. i know, i’m not fulfilling my role as a friend… same goes to everyone here… i’m so sorry… i will meet you at least once this year. that will be my goal for this year…

洋葱 (Onion) - 杨宗纬 (Aska Yang)
http://tt78.com/player/5415/166535.htm

如果你眼神能够为我 片刻的降临
如果你能听到 心碎的声音
沉默的守护著你 沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己 像是空气
大家都吃著聊著笑著 今晚多开心
最角落里的我 笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我 永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你 偷偷的隐藏著自己

如果你愿意一层一层一层 的剥开我的心
(if you wish to peel away layers of my heart)
你会发现 你会讶异
(you will discover, you will be surprised)
你是我 最压抑 最深处的秘密
(you are my most suppressed, deepest secret)
如果你愿意一层一层一层 的剥开我的心
(if you wish to peel away layers of my heart)
你会鼻酸 你会流泪
(you will feel my pain, you will tear)
只要你能 听到我 看到我的全心全意
(if only you can hear me, see my sincerity)

听你说你和你的他们 暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望 装得很风趣
我就样一颗洋葱 永远是配角戏
多希望能与你 有一秒 专属的剧情

**PS: it is not literally translated, else it will sound very weird… haa

it has been that long huh? 201th posting and still going strong. the reason why i blog is to relief that pressure i have inside me… you know how hard it is to keep everything in your head? ya… that’s one way let it all out… easter weekend isnt good for me… how i wish it can end in a much better way… and not shedding tears over it… :(  all i can say is, if it makes you happy… just go ahead bah…

i have learnt a few things this evening… and there are also somethings i like to share… (1) never ever compare relationships like they are objects on display or like a grocery item… (2) never be upset when it is not ideal, what is ideal is not real… (3) never forget that the past hurts, yes literally because uneasy moments live like leeches… they never really go away because it hurts… (4) never hide the truth because eventually the truth will surface… (5) never keep silence… because that’s the unwritten rule that silence is not golden… (6) never believe anything unless it is presented to you without the veils and decorations… (7) never forget the good times and shared memories… even a simple song can evoke emotion that cause you to cry… "you, stay or the radio version"… (8) never underestimate the intelligence of your partner… especially when you know they are much more intelligent than you… (9) never promise what you can’t deliver… otherwise, you will frantically try to compensate it in future… (10) respect… it never fails to bring your message across…

if i can change, i will not change a thing.

had a good talk with steve, one of my old friend since… wow… almost ten years ago. time really flies ya… he is really someone who gives good and analytical advice. before he left, he said to me "being happy is what attracts people to you"… so i will be happy… because my best friend said too that my "unhappiness cause him to be unhappy too"… and hence, it is important that i find happiness … "even in very small quantity" at work to enable me to carry on…

i find it so true. i must have caused much hurt to you, my dear friends. i shall find happiness and share them with you.

hugs~