No, it doesn’t matter if today is the eve of Christmas or our anniversary. It doesn’t feel any different or special anyway. Life is just going to pass by quicker than usual because I am alone.
What I regret not doing most is to make new friends when I was with you. Now that it is over, I do not know who to turn to, where to go, what to do, when to move on.
Gosh, if relationship is so fickle I seriously should not invest my time in it. I just sms my best friend. He didn’t reply. I guess he is busy. The last time I talked to him was in November. Still, I must have been a very bad friend because I have not been keeping in touch regularly with him. For all you know, I may not be his only friend and he has choice to choose who his friends are.
Why do I have just one best friend? What a stupid choice. Now that I am no longer in a relationship, I have no one else to turn to. Shit.
Dead Journey is Ben’s series of fictional short stories. If you like to find out more, please post your comments.
People say that you’re no good for me
People say it constantly
I hear it said so much I repeat it in my sleep
Maybe I am just a fool for you
Maybe you’re no angel too
But all that talk is cheap
When I’m alone with you
If love is blind
I’ll find my way with you
Cause I can’t see myself
Not in love with you
If love is blind
I’ll find my way with you
All the world is crazy anyway
What’s it matter what they say
If I’m the one that’s wrong
Then let it be my mistake
If love is blind
I’ll find my way with you
Cause I can’t see myself
I’m not in love with you
If love is blind
I’ll find my way with you
You wouldn’t be with me tonight if I didn’t feel I was right
What will it matter anyhow a hundred years from now
If love is blind
I’ll find my way with you
Cause I can’t see myself
I’m not in love with you
If love is blind
I’ll find my way with you
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