Damn… don’t you just hate it when you are left in the cold because you are not good at anything? Or ignored completely? … I really dislike it. I get really jealous growing up and I still am when people around me are doing things they are really good at … and when you do the same thing… you suck! Sigh… that is exactly how I feel most of the time. And then you get compliments… well sort of… like “Oh you are not bad, really. But you could have done alot better blah blah blah…” Please keep the crap. I mean just say I suck! I can take it. Afterall, I know exactly where I stand. oh, do I sound jaded?
Hmm… the truth is I have tried what I like to do… you know the dream job… kind of… until reality strikes… and you are beaten to the ground… thinking well “i could have been… but no… not as good” So what exactly am I good at? … Anything?
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Maybe you’re good at complaining lol. Actually I’m having difficulty in search what I’m good at. Everytime I’m good at something, the people around me will be better than me. sigh…
Hahaha… i totally agree with you on people being better than me… if only i have one thing that people love and want me to do more… i will be really really happy