Confusion Love
ten years ago, i was just another pimply teen trying to come to terms with his life and friendship. but it also transformed me and made me grow older not wiser. i’ve made mistakes and thought that time would heal the pain. i was wrong. it will come around to haunt me.
I wrote this song while working on a project in the lab. I showed it to Gerlynn. I think she text me. i can’t remember the details. I think she hated it. Well, not that i can do anything about it. my best friend died in a car accident. my other best friend called me to tell me that her accident was reported on a local chinese press. i went down to buy the newspaper. i cried when i saw her face. i remembered we took bus a few weeks before and returned to our secondary school to say hi to our ex teachers. i recalled having gone on a date the day she went away. i remembered i held her arms at a bbq. she didn’t like it. i didn’t know why i did that. but when she left. a part of me left too. was i in love? i went all out to find out. never know where i have landed from then on. i only know i’ confused.
ten years later… i am not much better. still lost but i know what is love now. my only trouble is… i still don’t know how to treasure it
Never have a second thought about my life
Never should have replied to their beheaded lies
Couldn’t forget the experience of some big structured mind
Who could ever break into my strange skyline?
Not a second to share my impose thoughts
Indecent thoughts just linger in my mind
Whatever happen to my innocent life
Cannot wait for the next life to head a better drive
Strange where have all my pals gone
Perhaps they have known
Underneath my perfect pale lies
Digging all my essence and say goodbye
Confusion love is not a good affair
Confused in love should never be spared
Confusion love is not heading anywhere
Confused in love should be handed with care
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what goes around comes back around - justin timberlake
Hey girl, is he everything you wanted in a man?
You know I gave you the world
You had me in the palm of your hand
So why your love went away
I just can’t seem to understand
Thought it was me and you babe
Me and you until the end
But I guess I was wrong
Don’t want to think about it
Don’t want to talk about it
I’m just so sick about it
Can’t believe it’s ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can’t do without ya
Tell me is this fair?
Is this the way it’s really going down?
Is this how we say goodbye?
Should’ve known better when you came around
That you were gonna make me cry
It’s breaking my heart to watch you run around
‘Cause I know that you’re living a lie
That’s okay baby ’cause in time you will find…
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
What goes around, goes around, goes around
Comes all the way back around
Now girl, I remember everything that you claimed
You said that you were moving on now
And maybe I should do the same
Funny thing about that is
I was ready to give you my name
Thought it was me and you, babe
And now, it’s all just a shame
And I guess I was wrong
Don’t want to think about it
Don’t want to talk about it
I’m just so sick about it
Can’t believe it’s ending this way
Just so confused about it
Feeling the blues about it
I just can’t do without ya
Can you tell me is this fair?
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